reading: primo levi – if not now, when?

primo levi – if not now, when?

reading: christopher i. beckwith – empires of the silk road

christopher i. beckwith – empires of the silk road

Reading: Feng Jicai – Voices from the Whirlwind

feng jicai – voices from the whirlwind

Reading: Iris Chang – The Rape of Nanking

iris chang – the rape of nanking

i’d dance on your grave but i’ll piss on it instead

It’s not often I’m taken with glee to read of the death of someone. During the years I’ve blogged, many …

solstice

Taoism struggles against the cultural preference for the “light.” The Tao Te Ching, especially, champions the low, the dark. …

various things… some reading… a proper beginning

Daniel (no, not you, another one) says, The Bitter Tears of Petra von Kant, and so begins again. Reading, thinking, …

Reading… a 2nd anniversary

My reading the last year has not been of either the volume, nor the breadth of the previous, in no …

claude

claude lévi-strauss

orgy of tolerance

To have your idols disappoint. It is a delicious sensation. And probably inevitable, necessary.
My Friday Antwerp wanderings, despite the sublime …

Ath

An adventure yesterday, south-west of Bruxelles for around 30 minutes. A train with Gala, past a town called Silly. No, …

sorayama nawa shibari

Last night with the wonderful Katrin, I was introduced to an artist I’d not thought upon for years, and likely …

reading: j.g. ballard – empire of the sun

j.g. ballard – empire of the sun

uferstr & kreuzberg & treptow

Sie sagt, “Kapitalismus muss weg!” mit Ihr Faust drohen, über ein €10 Zweiradschloss. Wir hat geradelt um Kreuzberg und Treptow, …

reading: ohran pamuk – istanbul

ohran pamuk – istanbul

leaving the brauerei

For the last nine months, I’ve been living in a beautiful, isolated small apartment, by virtue of being on a …

brauerei fast fertig

Soon I will have to leave my beloved hobo dachgeschoss. Eight months, surely one of the most beautiful homes in …

save the vca

It is a long time ago now, camping on the lawn outside the front of Victorian College of the Arts …

a chronology of burnt-out corpses

Mainly that I laughed and snorted when I read the title and looked at the familiar map of Berlin drowned …

merce

merce cunningham

Gunter Kroemer

Over much of this year I’ve been working with Christian Ender on rebuilding the code of one of his documentary …

a plant a brewery

Learning more of depth of field and finally moving into the full manual mode on my LX3. It has a …

brauerei, alex im hintergrund

More playing with my camera. I wondered why shooting at f/4 was leaving the background in wide-angle shots a bit …

Pina

pina bausch

brauerei in sonnenabschied

Playing with things like P and A and S, but not M. Unless M is movie. HD video from a …

Reading: Alexandra Richie – Faust’s Metropolis – A History of Berlin

alexandra richie – faust’s metropolis

記得天安门

Reading: Barry Cunliffe – Europe Between the Oceans 9000 BC – AD 1000

europe between the oceans – barry cunliffe

gewitterregen über bötzow brauerei

Summer, it has been decided will be stormy with displays of thunder and lightning. Much blowing of wind also. It …

brauerei schornstein… ohne schornstein

It is almost time for dinner. What little things have I done recently? Updated to OS X 10.5.7 which miraculously …

buchstabenmuseum

I’m not sure where I stumbled upon this, but it wasn’t so long ago and immediately thought of someone whose …

brauerei… nochmal…

chimney in sky
bötzow brauerei at dusk

reading: ahmed rashid – descent into chaos

ahmed rashid – descent into chaos

daniel is reading…

judith butler – undoing gender
susan sontag – styles of radical will
deleuze and guattari – a thousand plateaus

sonne um abenddämmerung… mehr regen

Tired. Allzu viele Wartezeiten für Termine. Allzu viele Termine. Bei jedem Schritt, Abhängigkeit. Mehr ich weiß nicht, wie zu sagen.

a book is living

My sofa has a variously shaded crocheted lilac blanket I like to lie on, or curl up under, wrap around …

reading: jorge luis borges – collected fictions

jorge luis borges – collected fictions

blog stuff

I shouldn’t be on my laptop today; I am bad. Working around 12 and sometimes up to 16 hours a …

höhlenforschung im hof

I am sick, a little exhausted and run down and sad at the moment, not that I am ever so …

on’s guro fairytales

Oh if only I could make art as good as this. One of those “uuhhh… why didn’t I think of …

some days of snow over the bötzow brauerei

Lina returned. Monday night via Hermannplatz. I remember the M41 does not lead towards me. The last few days have …

nach dem schnee… ganz kalt…

I borrowed Lina’s camera. I’d forgotten what it’s like to have a good camera, one that can zoom and frame …

starker schnee-regen… oder maßiger…

More of a dusting of water frozen out of the air. Lina arrived from Amsterdam, it rained and the slate …

Bötzow-Brauerei the next day…

My camera is not so good. Well, it is my phone actually, so rather good for what it was three …

biblio-smut

When I have my pirate castle I shall also have a library like this. I’m not sure which, maybe all …

Bötzow-Brauerei

Quite often I look out my window, across the warm brick expanse of… I wonder what it is, a vast …

women in mac

I was watching Welcome to Macintosh a few nights ago, becoming engaged in a mindless indulgence in Apple, I do …

Annemarie Schwarzenbach

And so I discovered Annamarie Schwarzenbach, who to a certain kind of Berlinerin is probably quite famous, yet in English …

Israel’s bombardment of Gaza is not self-defence – it’s a war crime

This letter of attorneys and academics appeared in the Times of London on Sunday. I suggest that all bloggers who …

sakhalin arctic pirate lighthouse

In my long search for the perfect lighthouse to wage piracy from, I’ve stumbled across a chain of Soviet era …

re.act.feminism – performancekunst der 1960er und 70er jahre heute

Still dark, before 6am, lying in bed, the clouded sky lighting the city and me already with coffee and reading, …

Top Ten (Plus 1) Good News Stories in the Muslim World, 2008 (That Nobody Noticed)

Cheerful Saturday morning reading I thought I’d post in its entirety, though I do think anyone who has the slightest …

reading: tracey emin – strangeland

tracey emin – strangeland

reading: chris horrocks and zoran jevtic – introducing foucault

chris horrocks and zoran jevtic – introducing foucault

my new house…

Moving again, nearby, a hobo attic suspended above Berlin. Daniel, Gala and Vanessa for Silverster dinner, Suisse cheese fondue, roast …

volkspark friedrichshain

I thought it was a park to walk through, but it was a graveyard. It is the Alter Friedhof der …

schlachtensee again…

Last time I was here it was autumn. Today with Gala, the day after her birthday, cold but again blue …

reading: jeanette winterson – oranges are not the only fruit

jeanette winterson – oranges are not the only fruit

reading: hanna arendt – the life of the mind

hanna arendt – the life of the mind

reading: sarah waters – tipping the velvet

sarah waters – tipping the velvet

departure…

A few small things to remember by. A room in a house on a street called Borstal. A windmill visible …

the beach to seasalter

Avoiding rain by staying in bed with cups of tea, chocolate, various cheeses of distinct smelliness, perhaps to have arisen …

reading: wildwood – a journey through trees – roger deakin

wildwood – a journey through trees – roger deakin

walking whitstable to canterbury

Various rains, mists, hazes, dampness the entire day, and we still decided to walk from Whitstable to Canterbury, some 11 …

reading: jeanette winterson – lighthousekeeping

jeanette winterson – lighthousekeeping

alleys, a pirate shack…

Alleys for fishermen and harbour girls. The greyness creates a completely different light here and sounds from the distance travel …

further along the beach… and a castle

Another walk yesterday, after two hours of yoga, inadvertently, I just pottered through things I haven’t done for a while, …

along the beach…

I went for a walk yesterday, in search of fish and seafood for dinner, but arrived too late, too much …

oysters, cheese, snowing somewhat

The customs inspector at Flughaven Tegel was most concerned at my obvious overstaying of the three month tourist visa, stamped …

landwehrkanal

Along the Landwehrkanal on my bicycle going west, some blue sky and sun today, though cold. I kept riding till …

obama

don’t screw it up for us

mehlwurm

In the opposite direction to my original intent, Alex Platz, down Alte Jacobstr, often an unmemorable street, at one intersection …

ich habe deutsche gelernt… ein bisschen

Oh it’s finished. A month of learning German five hours a day, grammar grammar grammar… my brain hurt from all …

lustgarten und der palast der republic

It was an assignment for German class, to wander from the Goethe Institut to Hackescher Markt and then across the …

Reading… an anniversary

A year ago in the briefest of lines, I began keeping a list of the books I’ve digested… burp.
What remains, …

from nikolassee to grunewaldsee via schlachtensee

Much welcome distraction these last few days as a visit from my delightful hobo has kept me both awake and …

Reading: walter benjamin – illuminations

walter benjamin – illuminations

Reading: Walter Benjamin – Berlin Childhood around 1900

The last few days I have enjoyed the rather delectable company of a hobo formerly from Berlin, now residing in …

subatomic particle plushies

Oh I want these. Really, really, really…
Julie Peasley makes particle plushies at the Particle Zoo. Quarks, Leptons, Theoretical particles like …

walking in graefe-kiez

Still I am thinking of my walk to ballet each morning and how oh perhaps tomorrow or next week I …

englisch buchhandlungen aus berlin

(I was waiting until I’d visited a few more bookshops, but I’ve been distracted with writing applications, and know it …

u-bahn turmstrasse

u-bahn turm strasse

some u-bahnhof & s-bahnhof i have visited

I’ve visited many more and find them all delightful and yummy thick ceramic tiles and iron girders with fat rivets …

reading: leslie feinburg – drag queen dreams

leslie feinburg – drag queen dreams

reading: books from zürich…

Lacking new reading, and I am suffering, I have been opening my suitcase of books from my life in Zürich …

köpenickenstr wagenburg

I’ll try and remember where I began. It was last night. Was I searching for something for someone? Was I …

rosa luxemburg platz

Wandering around the Volksbühne in the evening on the way to eat Burritos. A new bookshop discovered, much laziness, food …

kreuzberg… s036

Looking for… turned around exiting the u-bahn, dampness and grey Berlin wears comfortably. Some cities resent their weather, others, Guangzhou …

hadlichstraße… a cigarette dancing factory

I often muse on how dance takes me into peculiar, old, strange, uninhabited, alien places. Old cities are amassed with …

chuang tzu again…

About a week ago, a quote from Chuang Tzu turned up on The Useless Tree (another shortly after explaining just …

reading: leslie feinburg – stone butch blues

Yes, I finally bought it, on a trip to Prinz Eisenherz, oh such a joy to find this, and then …

impulstanz – settlement… (perhaps day 2)

I ate prunes today. I went to find coffee, and found myself with chocolate croissant and mélange in a dainty …

gute aussichten – junge deutsche fotografie

My last full day in Berlin, an afternoon adventure with someone who takes rather splendid photographs herself of derelict amusement …

Juedisches Museum Berlin

I went to the Juedische Museum Berlin today.

juedisches museum berlin – 1
juedisches museum berlin – 2
juedisches museum …

saint uncle judith… jude… i mean judy

I’m not sure of the trail that led me to spending some of an afternoon reading interviews with Judith Butler, …

Reading: Chingiz Aitmatov – Jamila

chingiz aitmatov – jamila

chingiz aitmatov

I only recently discovered him, and was looking forward to reading The Day Lasts More Than a Hundred Years, when …

Reading: again… some for the fifth time…

Suffering from a paucity of new books the last two weeks, and packing mine all away in preparation for inevitable …

blog…

A notably slow Sunday, cleaning, washing dishes, reading The Subject of Gender that I am already certain will be on …

Reading: Harriet Evans – The Subject of Gender: Daughters and Mothers in Urban China

harriet evans – the subject of gender

buzkashi, self-portrait & laptop

When I was a student, I would trundle up to Melbourne Uni and on weekends and holidays hole up the …

Reading: Liao Yiwu – The Corpse Walker: Real Life Stories: China from the Bottom Up

Normally I say nothing about the books I’m reading, I have a superstition that to do so would cause me …

Reading: R.H.C. Davis – A History of Medieval Europe

a history of medieval europe

pestilence days 15-17

I’ve been editing DVDs this week, first all the people i can remember sleeping with…, then monadologie, and in the …

pestilence last days

If I’m looking for acceptable, believable excuses, then lack of internet at home, necessary for late-night bed blogging, and an …

Reading: Nasrin Alavi – We Are Iran: The Persian Blogs

nasrin alavi – we are iran

Reading: John Steinbeck – Of Mice and Men

john steinbeck – of mice and men

pestilence day 14

Obviously today I am completely distracted and nervous and managed to do little except lie on the floor spontaneously falling …

Reading: Sidney Perkowitz – Universal Foam: The Story of Bubbles from Cappuccino to the Cosmos

sydney perkowitz – universal foam

pestilence day 13

Friday, rehearsal 13, night and darkness. Daniel and I seem to work rather well when the building creaks and groans, …

pestilence day 12

Inadvertently, Daniel and i have spent all of this week working on the one scene that came from Kristeva’s abjection, …

pestilence days 5-11

Night rehearsals.
I’ve been slack at blogging this project. It’s taken me an awful lot of methodical, patient, slogging to get …

pestilence day 1 & 2

There is a reason for not blogging day one of rehearsals and it has to do with being delightfully waylaid …

monadologie … last days and finish

The previous week has been on of quite small scale. I’ve been trying to learn everything I can on absorption …

Reading: Daniel Ladinski Trans. – The Gift: Poems by Hafiz, The Great Sufi Master

hafiz – the gift. trans. daniel ladinsky

Reading: Michel Foucault – Madness and Civilisation

michel foucault – madness and civilisation

Reading: Afghanistan – Louis Dupree

afghanistan – louis dupree

Reading: Susan Mann – The Talented Women of the Zhang Family

susan mann – the talented women of the zhang family

Reading: Rosanne Klass – Land of the High Flags: Afghanistan When the Going Was Good

rosanne klass – land of the high flags

monadologie

Frances would like to invite you to a showing of the development of monadologie.
“In so far as the concatenation of …

monadologie day 36

Feeling rather stunned after today. Bonnie and I worked out a couple of reiterative sequences that unfold from from the …

sorry

“Today we honour the Indigenous peoples of this land, the oldest continuing cultures in human history.
We reflect on their past …

monadologie – self-referentiality

Just because I’ve continually forgotten to do this…
I’m blogging the entire project and residency at Science is the New Black …

monadologie day 30 – 33, 34 & 35

So, has been an eventful week of much sleeplessness and then some sleep. And then some more sleeplessness.
And now another …

reading: william gibson & bruce sterling – the difference engine

william gibson + bruce sterling – the difference engine

monadologie day 27

Just me alone … and Sunn 0))) … unjoy.
I wasn’t sure how useful me being in a studio on my …

drowning

I would swim underwater until my breath was nearly exhausted and then float, a calm, prickly and weightless silence and …

more feeds and things … and blogrolls

A little bit preoccupied today and doing busywork (yes, is a word), and somehow stumbled upon several rather cool blogs …

Reading: Charles Stross – The Atrocity Archives

charles stross – the atrocity archives

Reading: Charles Stross – Toast

charles stross – toast

Blog for Choice day

Today marks thirty-five years since Roe vs. Wade. A number of my favourite blogs including Feministing and (en)gender posted on …

monadologie day 18 & 19

The learning of movement from video is exhausting me. I remember this from when I used to haha choreograph. Somehow …

to move freely

Approaching a return to Melbourne, back to airports on Saturday and to … see if I can make sense of …

Reading: Iain Banks – The Business (4th time)

iain banks – the business

monadologie – week 2

A rather crazy five days for me, dramas with friends far away and then Lily, Bonnie’s sister coming into the …

Reading: Vernor Vinge – Rainbows End

vernor vinge – rainbows end

when i decompiled the source code of my feed reader it said, satan satan satan!!!

Obviously, I thought it was funny…
(Later on I felt a sense of dread…)

666 satanic feed reader

monadologie days 4 & 5

I’ve been reading Leibniz’s 1714 text Monadologie again. It’s sometimes like a vortex, or … how things turn and spiral …

monadologie days 1, 2, & 3

I am at Swinburne. I have an office. It’s half way to the first floor (or second if you’re counting …

Reading: Charles Stross – Jennifer Morgue

charles stross – the jennifer morgue

Reading: Norman Page – Auden and Isherwood – The Berlin Years

norman page – auden and isherwood – the berlin years

reading: terry pratchett…

terry pratchett – mort
terry pratchett – the colour of magic
terry pratchett – equal rites
terry pratchett – …

reading: kerstin finger – tape: an excursion through the world of adhesive tapes

tape: an excursion through the world of adhesive tapes

reading: matilda mcquaid – extreme textiles

matilda mcquaid – extreme textiles

reading: neil gaiman – american gods

neil gaiman – american gods

all the people i can remember sleeping with … day 4

A visit to the giant porn supermarket next to ACarts yesterday, to search for any book I could find on …

science is the new black metal

I was sitting at Cibo around lunchtime, getting ready to visit some sex shops around Hindley St looking for instruction …

i want more life, fucker!

Bladerunner is about the most influential film for me, I’ve seen in more times than I can recall, usually once …

häxan

Friday teaching improvisation at ADT, and I decide the appropriate soundtrack is sunn0))), Gabrielle is there, and normally I have …

恭喜天安门

tiananmen square june 1989

monadologie – science is the new black metal

A few months ago I got really excited by the Stereo satellites 3-D photographs and videos of the sun, there’s …

it returns to wilderness

Letter-hyphen-town has been what most cities I’ve lived in have been reduced to since Emile in Zürich shortened it to …

生日快乐!!! happy 3rd birthday supernaut

Waah! Three years of blogging. How did that happen? Funny it seems more of something to celebrate than my human …

three new categories

Finally I have added some new categories that have been eating at me like some rapacious tropical parasite. It a …

leibniz, monadologie, choreographing and thinking too much

I’ve taken to walking back through Faulkner Park, between the Domain and, I guess you could say, Prahran, though …

the meaning of everything

So far in 2007, I’ve started well over a score of books, and finished no more than a handful, well …

pestilence – a crypto-history of the black plague

Amidst all this grant-writing that is seriously damaging my eyes – colours and objects are permanently dimmer and intangible after …

I also wanted to include mermaids and shipwrecks …

Continuing my current science bender, a piece of reblogging from Barista on Marie Tharp, Cartographer, scientist, one of those people …

europe central

In another country, long enough ago to be only someone else’s life, I remember a summer entranced in my small …

temperance – a stranger knocks at his door; fang decides to kill him

When I was using Life Forms as my main tool for choreography, one of the best things about it was …

temperance – Théodicée

In The System of the World, demented Jesuit fanatic Édouard de Gex is meditating on Satanists, and to paraphrase says …

水上人家 – river people

When I was in Hong Kong for a day in early May, as usual I went on my idea of …

savage formosa

National Geographic is one of those magazines like good chocolate I get breathless over when each new issue arrives in …

on plagues and skin disorders

Reading Jean Baudrillard’s Symbolic Exchange and Death in 2003 was one of those pivotal moments in consumption of text that …

the turmoil ended with his death

During 岭南启示录 Apocalypse PRD, China didn’t celebrate forty years since the start of the Cultural Revolution, and for various reasons …

guangzhou islands, graves, dead rivers and southern barbarians

Reading maps can describe places that have vanished, ghost inscriptions of shifting fringes, more so in places where geography itself …

collapsing old buildings

There is a small part of Guangzhou where I am disoriented and nearly convinced I am actually in Zürich walking …

岭南启示录 Apocalypse PRD – 春宫图 spring palace lust

When I was researching hell in Guangzhou in December last year, I picked up from the now-defunct but hitherto infamous …

park19 in 石围塘 shiweitang

A very strange day yesterday of taxis and ferries and walking around parts of Guangzhou that are very much not …

fengdu’s erased horizon

Daily reading of Diacritic, and this reminded me alot – in an almost diametrically opposite way – of the photography …

anna tenta & copernicus

Anna Tenta is back in Zürich for another performance at Tanzhaus Wasserwerk. She was working on this solo when I …

hell day 11 – boticelli unmasked as doré

I had this suspicion all along when I was using these etchings of Dante’s Inferno that they weren’t the ones …

hell day 7 – shunga meets grindcore

After getting all teary-eyed watching Joe slip into exhaustion-induced halluncinations with a Boney M soundtrack in Touching the Void, it …

hell day 5 – 貍貓換太子 – Racoon for a Prince

ow. pain. bruise. bits of missing skin. Let’s glamourise the frailty of our bodies when the hit the floor. Digging …

Guanyin and the Kings of Hell

It’s something like perfect timing, or maybe just the endless wash of information ebbing and flowing. The Met Museum in …

it’s my happening babe and it freaks me out

More from the endless mailing lists which make me feel popular and loved by filling up hundreds of kilobytes of …

the old man of hoy

It’s possible that on the one day off from dancing in the week I would be best served by lying …

dirty undead weeekend

In-between inexplicable torrents of rain and general foulness passing for summer in Vevey, Compagnie Nomades have been performing Le Bal …

淹沒 before the flood

I missed this one completely. 淹沒Before the Flood was screened in Guangzhou on the weekend. It’s also at the Los …

happy anniversary

mao the destroyer

There is always something despicable about tourists who collect Mao memorabilia or wear Great Helmsman badges. For me it is …

Joseph Rock rises again

Reading the Green Guide at Orange yesterday, the last name I expected to see getting airtime on SBS this week …

in the footsteps of joseph rock

There are a whole pageload of new blogs over at sinosplice china blog list, but only in only one is …

antonioni in china

Having made some of the most striking films of the new wave in L’Avventura, then setting The Yardbirds on fire …

东山小区 dong shan town

Around 5pm it’s impossible to get a taxi anywhere in town, and even if you do, it moves so slow …

twlight of the door gods

Watch any Chinese martial arts movie and somewhere there will always be a set of double doors with fearsome, demonic …

the watchtowers of 开平碉楼 kaiping diaolou

News Guangdong reports on the Kaiping Watchtowers, diaolou 碉樓, which have come under State protection for their architecture and historic …

hidden hero – the films of chang cheh

The Melbourne International Film Festival has just started, and amidst more good celluloid outside of your local 6 kuai DVD …

shanghai diaspora

A number of attempts to save the hutong in big cities from noddy-town toilet architecture developments, and to preserve something …

小谷围 Xiaoguwei artist village demolished

The 小谷围 Xiaoguwei artist village in Guangzhou, about 17 kilometers from the city centre is being demolished. The 165 villas …

跳舞時代 Viva Tonal – The Dance Age

The emergence of a local recording industry, dance halls, pop-stars under the shadow of Japanese occupation makes 跳舞時代 Viva Tonal …